and the bible didn't mention us.

so i've only lived on this planet for 21 years. but i am certain of one thing.

i don't know SHIT about love.

not the love you have for your family & friends.

i mean real love.

not only have i never been in love, i'm not even sure i've seen a couple truly in love, how would i know if i have?

you know when your in high school and people have a different boyfriend and girlfriend every 6 months and claim they were in love with all of them? is that possible?

i don't think i will ever fall in love.. ever.

i don't think my heart is capable of this emotion, honestly. and not only that.. no one is around. i've not met ONE person in my entire life that i would be remotely interested in going on this adventure with.

i just made that sound like i would be going on a vacation to magic mountain or something.

but anyways, sometimes i just cry bc i feel like i'm the only person on the planet who feels like this.

21 years without love is a long time. a very long time. i feel very deserving, but for some reason, i don't think god believes i am yet.

i'm off to ponder this some more. i'm not sure why, i don't think i will be figuring it out anytime soon.

I VOTED!

yesterday i voted for the first time, it was pretty exciting. :]

in other news:
john edwards has finally thrown his support over to obama so..
that means that about 19 super delegates were released from
under him and that they will probably move on over to barack!

watch the video.



a few new things :]

betsey johnson earrings
on sale for $20


wet seal
$7


well now that summer has kicked off i'm pretty psyched.
i'm gonna get outta town this weekend :]

and then the 2nd week of june i'm heading to myrtle!
then when i come back i might be going to an adele
concert in baltimore!

summer break is here.

school is officially over, and i couldn't be happier about it.

besides the fact that i f'd up school this semester..
& my grades are going to suck.. bad.

anyways..

i'm posting to show this baby :]



needless to say.. i'm pretty psyched about it.
nov= hp 6
dec= twilight
could it get any better?
no. it can't.

in other news.. i got tickets to dave matthews band for JULY! i'm going to be so outta control.. people are going to think i've lost my mind. it's gonna be the best day of my life :]

ALSO. here is video of my friend TARA NULL.
remember the name.. ok?

chanel lust.

every since i was a little girl, i have LOVED handbags. my mom tells stories of me being 4 and 5 years old begging for her to buy this or that purse. i can remember going into her room as a little girl and getting out all of her bags and putting my stuff in them. i have so many bags, it's stupid.

BUT.. there is one handbag i will spend my whole life lusting after, until i get it. a very EXPENSIVE handbag. this one...

the classic chanel quilted handbag.

i also wouldn't mind having a pair of these babies :]


a girl can dream... right?!
ha.